I should do what i must do. But i didt do what should i do so.
In this blog, i should use mandrin but i used english. In this world, i should be a human but i am not even a microorganism now.
I dont know why, i just need to write something. I dont know why, i wrote something without a reason. I dont know why, i have no reason to stay alive. I dont know why, when people heard 'no reason to stay alive' they think about suicide. I dont know why, there is a constant law in this world. Idont know why, i just cant tell people about me, the real me, the me that everybody will shock about that. I dont know why, when i was writing this i was in a kind of drunken state...dont take this real, and dont ask me why...because i just dont know why...
Wish everybody have a joyful and prosperity Chinese New Year!
